Where have I been? Where's the summer gone. I went away. I went on an impromptu kind of trip with Erinn & Brent - Panda house #4 - I put it at 3rd out of the series, maybe 2nd. It was good seeing those guys -but it's strange...
Okay - so here's THIS ONE CONFLICT that kind of summarizes my state right now.
So those guys are deep into middle class & their respective professions. These are matters that I never really took seriously - not when it was time to really plan these things out & take some initiative on the matter - mainly because I had another path in front of me.
So... Kind of I'm behind? I don't feel like it. I mean, I don't have that nice of stuff, but also, I really don't care? I'm pretty okay with my working-class situation, and honestly, I feel like it helps me to be a better kind of dude? I don't know.
They're in it though - their professions and their middle-class. I'm. I'm too busy. I guess? (although probably I don't get paid what I'm worth, and probably I'm just resigned to that being the situation that I'll always be in? Because I've totally lost any illusion that there exists in any state a meritocracy.)
If you could do anything, what would you do?
I mean - you're supposed to answer that question for yourself and do that thing. So I decided to be a game designer. I'm working really, pretty hard on this - and kind of! Kind of in solitude. It's nutty as hell but I decided to do it and I'm going to, with all the determination I can muster.
Here's where you can buy or look at these things:
or if you want a nice hardbound print copy: http://www.lulu.com/shop/jeremiah-
I gotta sort out twitter & make sense of it. On FB I use the rules of the game to generate a random item every day and to make a new monster every week. https://www.facebook.com/
Plus I plan to try and put out a supplemental book every month. Every. Month.
So that's what I'm doing.
This month I'm writing a new adventure. I'll have to find time to run it a couple of times too - which won't be too hard.
The other things on the agenda - Video-playthroughs - this is for training purposes & so people can, I guess witness? My performance. I'm a good DM, I'll show them all! I'll show them all...
And like - a radio play? I'm working on that. Podcast. I thought about creating a bit of fiction - but then I thought- what if I made it a kind of show, so I'm trying to get people to get on that with me. Maybe by the end of the year?
I mean - plus I go to work every day and also look for & interview at better jobs - because of I hung out with my boys, and they were all: "You need to get paid more."