I'm sorry that everything with the girl didn't work out. I hope you find your perfect life balance and someone who gets it and wants to be in sync with it. Yeah, you may think you're being a tad "weird" or don't feel like what you need is normal, but there are other people in this world who do want those things, too, so you're not alone. I mean, what the hell is normal anymore anyway?

In any case, ((*hugs*)).