I guess I don't see why that's the DREAM because it seems so inferior to seeing the face that was built just for you. You know what I mean?

This is the bold, strong, devoted face that I've made for you, this is me as far as you ever need to know. That's better isn't it? Than this is the collection of bad experiences and weird choices made by my parents and people through history?

And to say nothing of the weird - unreasonable pressure to even have a depthy inner-core self. Why is that even desirable? Why is that even an expectation?