kingtycoon | (no subject)

My beard was itching and irritating like crazy - like crazy. I went berserk with sensitivity, just overall this last week. Sleepless short nights full of action and hard days at work - not enough food, money and too much extra to do. I'm kind of a baby about activity - I don't well tolerate a lot of consecutive days of activity but now I will and will have to I guess. I don't know - I get agitated and crazy feeling. I know that thesse are things that make people feel engaged and happy and so on, but I need a lot of disengagement to be really happy. Anyway, not home before 10 for days and days on end, not sleeping enough and suddenly I was all irritated and noticing the hair on my face touching my face!

Maybe I'll stay this way, I don't know- I'll ask Antonio what he'll prefer for his wedding pictures. That's not too far away.

I'd like to pretend that I didn't let everything get over on top of me and that I functioned as a householder and managed it all perfectly - but that's not true. I had to run to my momma for help and spent yesterday doing many loads of laundry at her house, and spent the afternoon sitting in her nice yard and fixing up her computers and eating dinner made for me by her. It's shameful but true that I needed caring for.

It's going to be a good year, the rest of it, it's going to be a mixture of activity and achievement and goals set and met and I can feel the strength stirring up in my blood, it's been a hard time so far, but it's going the right way - I can tell.