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Jan. 30th, 2013 11:10 amWorking from home today, so many things. I had to stay home and work for reasons, but so many things are ongoing - it's been, well kind of a strange month.
It's been a strange month. I started that new blog/writing project - I believe in it, which is all that's needed, but whatever, the amount of spam that wordpress attracts is fairly discouraging - I'm all dismayed.
Then I did a painting - I think two this month? My other thing - my Kingtycoon domained blog - that's gonna hit 4k unique views this month - a personal best and that's gratifying. Mostly people want to read about the fairy stories I made up for my kid.
I made a calendar of all our days and weekends - for me and Agatha and her mom - they get one of the weekends a month and I set it up, a rigorous schedule. I wanted a change - it had been that the weekend assignments went and came fast & loose and I was unhappy about that. Not knowing - not being able to plan.
Well I was able to plan, and had an excellent sex-weekend this last weekend - but also neglected to shave or do laundry or clean house - so I have to work from home today to catch up and probably work a lot into the deeper parts of the evening in order to stay on top of tasks.
I like my state of busyness but I'm only caught up in my day-job activities. I feel like I am behind in my painting project and my books projects and my wiki and my various game-design projects. I wonder if I could be on top of all of my projects ever. I hope not, I think if I were I'd be... well. I don't know I'd probably find more to do.
Life is short no? Figure out the things you want to do and do them, don't live by a plan and don't ever succumb to hope. Just do what you want and keep doing that. Seems to make sense. I'm just worn out today. I'll come back to life in a minute, I'll paint a picture soon. About this subject even. About busyness and having so much to do. Having matters to attend to, many matters, responsibilities.
It is very strange the responsibilities you take on in life, the works that you end up having to do.
It's been a strange month. I started that new blog/writing project - I believe in it, which is all that's needed, but whatever, the amount of spam that wordpress attracts is fairly discouraging - I'm all dismayed.
Then I did a painting - I think two this month? My other thing - my Kingtycoon domained blog - that's gonna hit 4k unique views this month - a personal best and that's gratifying. Mostly people want to read about the fairy stories I made up for my kid.
I made a calendar of all our days and weekends - for me and Agatha and her mom - they get one of the weekends a month and I set it up, a rigorous schedule. I wanted a change - it had been that the weekend assignments went and came fast & loose and I was unhappy about that. Not knowing - not being able to plan.
Well I was able to plan, and had an excellent sex-weekend this last weekend - but also neglected to shave or do laundry or clean house - so I have to work from home today to catch up and probably work a lot into the deeper parts of the evening in order to stay on top of tasks.
I like my state of busyness but I'm only caught up in my day-job activities. I feel like I am behind in my painting project and my books projects and my wiki and my various game-design projects. I wonder if I could be on top of all of my projects ever. I hope not, I think if I were I'd be... well. I don't know I'd probably find more to do.
Life is short no? Figure out the things you want to do and do them, don't live by a plan and don't ever succumb to hope. Just do what you want and keep doing that. Seems to make sense. I'm just worn out today. I'll come back to life in a minute, I'll paint a picture soon. About this subject even. About busyness and having so much to do. Having matters to attend to, many matters, responsibilities.
It is very strange the responsibilities you take on in life, the works that you end up having to do.
