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Jun. 27th, 2013 08:59 pmI really almost hate to join the hungry chorus of my friends list and say that I don't have enough money. Well, no, in fact I do hate to do that, I hate that none of us have any money! Especially I hate that I don't. Especially.
Anyhow, it's just close to the bone what with moving and so on. Maybe. I don't know - you and me, we're all the same, just at the edge of falling behind. Can I tell you - I used to think, sometimes, sometimes that the sense behind, say Astrology - it had to do with things about your perceptions. The seasons and the weather are too important, to your psyche, to your whole experience for them not to have a big impact on your identity. And then you consider how the progression of the seasons relates to say your birthday, your first memories of first holidays and the like. These things, why don't they inflict a mark on your temperament? I figure there's something there, a little, I accept.
Anyhow- then there's the seasons of the years and then there's the true real interval, the time between paychecks, that tide goes in and out with a particular significance no? Raising ships and lowering them. I figure there's something to it, maybe this year, the spacing of the weeks, the intervals? Maybe it's always this time of year, maybe there's not enough months with 3 paydays and so on. Or maybe it's the way that the sequester changed the payroll tax, or the way your dental is calculated, or that you had a lot of birthdays right in a row and spent too much.
And it's hard to plan, once in a while, no? And you end up just a little shy and may have needed an extra payday between the first of the year and today.
And maybe you'll lose a few pounds on rice and beans in the dark - but you'll have moved and settled in and be fine all the same. Be fine anyway.
Anyhow, it's just close to the bone what with moving and so on. Maybe. I don't know - you and me, we're all the same, just at the edge of falling behind. Can I tell you - I used to think, sometimes, sometimes that the sense behind, say Astrology - it had to do with things about your perceptions. The seasons and the weather are too important, to your psyche, to your whole experience for them not to have a big impact on your identity. And then you consider how the progression of the seasons relates to say your birthday, your first memories of first holidays and the like. These things, why don't they inflict a mark on your temperament? I figure there's something there, a little, I accept.
Anyhow- then there's the seasons of the years and then there's the true real interval, the time between paychecks, that tide goes in and out with a particular significance no? Raising ships and lowering them. I figure there's something to it, maybe this year, the spacing of the weeks, the intervals? Maybe it's always this time of year, maybe there's not enough months with 3 paydays and so on. Or maybe it's the way that the sequester changed the payroll tax, or the way your dental is calculated, or that you had a lot of birthdays right in a row and spent too much.
And it's hard to plan, once in a while, no? And you end up just a little shy and may have needed an extra payday between the first of the year and today.
And maybe you'll lose a few pounds on rice and beans in the dark - but you'll have moved and settled in and be fine all the same. Be fine anyway.
