kingtycoon | (no subject)

Just a general fuck you to today. Sleeping has been strong but insufficient, I'm under rain - that's probably it, just drear - its the sky's doomy oppression, rain & the heavy fog that rides your mind & shoulders. You want the sun to cook off the graysky-badmood & it isn't happening fast enough.

The Knife of Coffee cuts the drear but it's not fast enough and proper dosages are confusing - I find myself making typing errors & having to backspace through the whole morning. One day - one day at the Aroma there was this revelation - we'd been talking about what could be different, I think I thought a pinball game would make it better & I'd gotten people to play the Game of Questions with me - so we go around the place saying what we'd do, to make it better, what one change. Disco Steve said "I'd get to choose who even was allowed to come here." I'd never thought about it, but gatekeeper, that's the one you want. If you could change the world, getting choose who's allowed in would be a nice power- but I'd still go with - "I'd make it start later in the day."

Last night, or this morning - I was having weird dreams about long-ago girlfriend Disobeyby - She was great, I guess is? I talk to her a little here and there - her baby is cute, I had a dream about her baby, like, I had to give her bad news about a baby.

Before I slept I walked the blocks with Kid-A and saw the birds and the squirrels & the small black dog & the lazy tuxedo cat, the other neighborhood denizens. She'd forgotten her homework at school,which is a doomy-doom but the sun was high, the winds brisk. We didn't study math, but she asked me about the King of the Fairies and the 5th magic word. She was reading it! After all these years. I think this summer we'll finally do revisions, write our fairytale book together. It's got a lot of charm to it, I think we can make a good book. Staying on point, that's the trick. Targets.

Otherwise - I've got a professional interest in using this app http://what3words.com/ - so I'll shill it here and hope for broader adoption.