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Jun. 29th, 2018 10:04 amThey lost, again, naturally - but they get better at softball every game. Last night it just ended due to time - they don't play much past 10 and that's fine, that's all I can do. Kid-A had the best hit of the night & did okay as catcher.
I think she'll skip this next game saturday to march with me against concentration camps. That's a whole aspect of life now, I guess worth mentioning, reiterating? As a document of my life personally this is a pretty uninspired document - I don't do too much, I think some cool thoughts, put together a nifty idea here and there, but I'm middle-aged and tired. Softball till 10? Whoah. Calm down there nightowls. But it's all an interesting juxtaposition of the calamity in the world - the disintegration of things that's ongoing & relentless, the pace is uncanny you know? But maybe these go hand in hand. Maybe keeping your head down & to yourself & trying to just make it from day-to-day is the proletarian endgame. Don't just live in the dead-end but be the dead-end. Isn't every job a dead end at some point? There's only so much hierarchy you can climb right?
I still can't/won't acknowledge hierarchical status as real so I have that going for me at least. But the number of people who do? I can't imagine how beaten down anyone has to be in their mind & heart to put on a uniform & be a sycophant for the state. Poor despicable chumps.
I think she'll skip this next game saturday to march with me against concentration camps. That's a whole aspect of life now, I guess worth mentioning, reiterating? As a document of my life personally this is a pretty uninspired document - I don't do too much, I think some cool thoughts, put together a nifty idea here and there, but I'm middle-aged and tired. Softball till 10? Whoah. Calm down there nightowls. But it's all an interesting juxtaposition of the calamity in the world - the disintegration of things that's ongoing & relentless, the pace is uncanny you know? But maybe these go hand in hand. Maybe keeping your head down & to yourself & trying to just make it from day-to-day is the proletarian endgame. Don't just live in the dead-end but be the dead-end. Isn't every job a dead end at some point? There's only so much hierarchy you can climb right?
I still can't/won't acknowledge hierarchical status as real so I have that going for me at least. But the number of people who do? I can't imagine how beaten down anyone has to be in their mind & heart to put on a uniform & be a sycophant for the state. Poor despicable chumps.
